A few sayings that dont always work

Set that bar high not low
Put your everything in it
Press on don’t give up
The sun will shine again
It’s worth the chase
Your almost there
Sometimes you gotta go through the hell to get to the prize
Keep your eyes on the goal
It’ll all work it-self out

Thank you to all that played a part in advancing me and praying for me through-out 2008. All who made me laugh and made me re-examine things I say thanks.

Life

However it goes the air shall take it
Whatever it see's the trees will share it
Til its time has come you cannot forsake it
Closed and hidden you still can find it
Tempered with passion shall leave you calling it
Restless nights yet still you fight it
Translation a rare gift yet you hold it
Uplifted not even the sun can contain it
Life's colors abounded in many forms leaves you in awe of it
Erupted through heat, leaves you frozen in it
Steps of air you lay claim to it
Waves of the sea you drown in it
This is it

This is my mood today........WHAT!

Elijah

MAD PROPS TO MY SON! Today he had his first recital. He was dressed from head to toe. Looking good. He sang every song. Smiled the whole time. So proud of him. Man I swear the world should've been there! I had to do a 100 miles an hour just to get there because I didnt find out he had one til 2.5 hours before the start of the show, and I was at work, but it turned out just fine. Look out out world, Elijah's here. Yawl better watch out!

Strap Up

Well gentlemen It’s finally here. That subject that we try to avoid in those intimate times. CONDOMS…Boom, there it is. We’ve become over saturated with information that we’ve completely taken for granted what its purpose is, that is unless you like STD’s and babies popping out everywhere. Now we all know there are no plans to stop screwing, cause we’re gonna always get that urge to “get some”. It should be in place protecting us when we’re busting a nut. No matter what you call it, put a glove, sleeve, or hat on it. Let me make it plain and clear….USE A RUBBER!
EVERYTIME!!!

Beauty Inspires

Beauty can be found in the smallest and simplest of things. Its attendance brings splendor to things often missed. Just a pause can bring out the magnificence that beholds your presence. Its charming manifestation can often become entrancing, leaving you captivated. Such a pleasant display of calm can only bring forth inspiration.

You Ever

You know that girl that just melts your heart? The one that makes you smile just by looking at her. You ever find yourself just sitting and thinking about her? You ever want to deliver the stars to her? You ever get that feeling in your stomach, the one that makes you not hungry; you know what I mean! You ever get excited over her joys? You ever want to give her your all? You ever search for words to simply tell her, I love you.

Then one of the 12; the one called Judas Iscariot, went to the chief priests and asked, "What are you willing to give me if I hand him over to you?" So they counted out for him 30 silver coins. From then on Judas watched for an opportunity to hand him over.

My question to you is, who's waiting to see you fail. Who's helping you kill your-self? Who's taking away your dreams? Who's taking you away from your purpose? Who's plotting against you? Who's in your way?

My answer is you. Only you can stop moving. Only you can allow someone to hold you back. Only you can stop dreaming. Only you can run away from your purpose. Only you can let someone into your circle thats come to destroy you.

Stand strong. Stand tall. Stand bold. Stand tuff. Stand together. Stand on His word. As the song says, after you've done all you can....you just stand!

Nikki, Epiphany, Elijah, Woody, Ele, G-parents, Mom, Eddie, Tyrell, and Rocky, Tai and T.J, and Dee Dee, I love you guys. I pray that you reach all your goals and never let anyone get in the way of success.

Nakya House

Quería agradecer la persona thats ha de mi lado durante años. Mediante dolor y alegría. Vida y la muerte. Lucha y éxito. Hemos visto alot. Usted ha permanecido-oración plena y pegado a su pistolas cuando sea necesario. Su belleza es inconfundible. Usted es que oster que las personas que escribir sobre. Sólo quería decir gracias, I will always love you...Nakya House

Beauty

Her smile is that of autumn’s full bloom, never escaping its beauty. Often captured by its fullness. Translated elegance which personifies gifts uniquely tied to her. Fortunate you’d be; recipient of even the smallest of things. This observance of mine is pleasured to admire these moments. I wonder if she knows her beauty steals words, and that her stride silences rooms. Words often stolen from my lips in conversing with her. She is my unrequited fruit.

I'm off

Today....ahhhhh a day of no work, well atleast not the good ole 12-9 er. Today is a day to hang with my son. First the library, then if its not getting cold we'll go to the park, then maybe the movies to see whats new. I'd love to see The day the earth stood still, but i'm not sure if the rating is age approp. Anywho I just wanted to write alittle something is this journal/life lesson/spit spot/whatever. So to all...i'm out and to all be blessed coming and going!

Good-Bye

As close to home as one could ever hope. Yet distanced by unuttered consultation. There they stood a wall away with only air between them. One tired, the other broken. With every beat of the others heart, death was blanketing it-self in every expanse of their lives. To have and to hold til death due them part. A far cry from the early bright light they once celebrated as their wedding day. Only tears to lose at this moment. What was to become, can no longer effectuate those desires once drowned in their eyes. This is good-bye. This is good-bye my love.

Love of Making

Last night I thought of your curves. Everything from the way your fabric hugs your skin. My eyes following the edges which separate you from it. How so smooth yet so tight, at times boisterous with beauty. Most of which is left to imagination. As though a apple being dipped in hot caramel – There you are beaded with moister. I do mean moist. These brown hands encasing every volume of your canvas. Pressed against you infinitely bound with pleasure. Savoring every smell and taste allowed to par-take of. Places visited of full bliss. Sounds made that are angelic even in the darkest of places. Whispered, “I got you” – giving you acquiesce to release delectation. Still inter-twined in beauty as night passes to day. Alone I shall be. The scent of you still on me.

Joy

Today I shall remain calm, patient, and understanding. I will stay in the peace of God today and everyone I’m in contact with shall leave just a little bit happier after our encounter.

Daddys Boy

My son, the dream of life before me. A simple poignant event. Ever life changing. Graced my heart watching from a world apart. Anticipation of pre-occupied events of joy, pride, laughter, and life’s many blessings. All of which I’d be joyful to be a part of. Watching him grow encased in his mothers’ womb. Changing from day to day, constantly birthing dreams of hope into me. A connection unlike any other. For this is my son. One whom I’d mold to be amassed than even I’d planned for my-self. Overcome with emotion, I can’t find the words to portray exactly what this means to me. In my pursuit for these elusive words, all I can say is LOVE. Because of him, I’m learning true love. I love you Elijah.

well another day is taken away from me. i didnt use it to its full advantage, although i did accomplish some things, including posting this.

Do I call him DAD

Not sure what to call him. Not sure how to grow up and be responsible and strong. Not sure how to express love. Not sure how to know the difference between lust and love. Not really sure what I should know about shit. Hell I don’t even know I’m lost. Man I don’t even know I need direction. I guess I’ll emulate what I see others do, which may have me stumbling through life. You know babies out of wedlock. Maybe I’ll even pick up an STD. Oh snap, you know I gotta stop off at the county jail. Shit there’s a process to this stuff. Not sure how to trust and not betray people. Not sure how to put others ahead of me. Not sure when this list will end, because it can go on and on. I guess I’ll end it with this final statement….Not sure where you are, but I can really use a DAD.

tooth ache

man o man. today is saturday, and i'm at work....barely. last night i had a severe tooth pain. still hurts now, but i'm here. last night was card night at my home. the topic of the night was marriage. can u have a healthy clean marriage. while i think its possible, at times its challenging. i think it can be done. i could write a damn book on this, just dont have the time to write it now.

i just started this job about 2 months ago. so far so good. while i'm not in the field i want to be in, i think this will point me into my field of interest.

New beginning

Today is my fresh start to this whole blog thing. Who knows where this will take me. I have thoughts of possibilities, but for now i'll get keep them to myself. While I love to write, I often can't find the time to conduct this gift that has been given to me. Hopefully this will entice me to locate moments where I can share my thoughts. I hope to inspire others to press and challenge others to do the same. Together we'll make a difference in our lives.

I'm at work now. Later i'll fill in more blanks.